Keeping up the maintenance of a blog has been a dream of
mine for a very long time. I began writing in this blog years ago and suddenly
stopped as my life changed. Looking back at these changes I wish I would have
kept this blog more updated, so that I could look back as I get older and see
all that I have grown.
I went from falling in love with the characters of the books
I read, to flirting with real boys, to my first relationship that ended as soon
as it had started, to the heartbreak that came from the breakup, to moving to
another country to pursue a higher education, to losing the only best friend I
ever had, to missing my mother so much that it hurt as I took a breath, to getting
my first job, to the second job, to the third job, to going to college, to
meeting the man that I am still in love with, to falling in debt with school,
to dropping out of college for one semester, to moving back with my parents, to
rebelling for not being independent to make decisions despite being financially
independent, to going against my dad and moving back to another country, to
crying from stress, to crying from lack of strength, to crying for the lack of
sleep, to crying for lack of money, to being happy, to growing in love, to learning how to move on, to
growing into the person I am today.
I wish I had recorded all of this when it happened. I wish I
knew what I was feeling at every moment that my life changed, every moment that I took a definitive decision. I wish to see
myself grow in the hopes of helping my future children grow.
I hope to keep myself posted.
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